Daddy is off and away on his tour with Wu Tang Clan.

I miss him very much and I'll be so excited to see him when he gets back. I've gotten really inspired since getting my new Z Fold 8 and downloaded really cool journal app that I'm using as a future BDSM journal. The purpose of the journal will serve the same purpose my White Rabbit journal serves but just in a digital form. It has the potential to keep track of tasks, rewards & punishments, rules & protocol, reflections about the dynamic or a particular event and anything else. Once Daddy is back we'll talk more about the structure he has planned and I'll be able to adjust the journal accordingly.

I think keeping up with it and being able to read through it over time is both exciting and rewarding in it's own way. I haven't decided if I want to include my BDSM & relationship dynamics with the Rope Studio entries or dedicate it's own page or room to it. It may very well be a new room that manifests after enough entries are compiled.

My relationship with kink and BDSM dynamics has fluctuated sooo much since my initial entry into it. Many of the things I first did no longer hold any interest or desire to me but there are also many new things that I've opened up to and explored that I enjoy as well, it is a practice that ebbs and flows. I want for my dynamic to be 24/7 in the sense that it's fully incorporated into our lives. Not necessarily that everything is strict protocol 24/7, I think there's a way to do this that doesn't have to seem tedious of overwhelming.